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The same thing we do every night Pinky. Try to take over the world!
Gee Brain! What do you want to do tonight?


The Clever Ones
04.27.11 (11:57 pm)   [edit]
Since ancient times have clever deceivers played upon the foolish pride of good people for selfish purpose.
Convincing them they deserve more than others, that they are special and deserve reward for their selfless service.
Elevating them above the rest, making them leaders through Kings, forever dangling at the end of the clever one's unseen strings.

Now, where have we seen this before? Is it not throughout history shown?
Think not through narrow corridors, they rule this world alone.
Nor this galaxy, this fractal, or this mind I thought my own.

They show him magical tricks and wonders, leaving him in awe, with sight of greater meaning than he’d never seen before.
How can one who knows so much be trying to deceive? Who doesn’t care for power or profit. Oh I must believe!
That what he tells me is the truth, that I have been so blind. That in the end one must be cruel in order to be kind.

And yes folks it is true that we grow stronger through our pain, that really there is nought to lose and everything to gain.
But always higher truth exists and we must rise above, the games we play to we find Our way and learn to know true love.

Igor Pek 
AKA GB_Cobber
 
Paralleladox
12.17.10 (6:22 am)   [edit]
I have such a strong heart! See how easliy it bleeds?

I really need to get a grip on letting go!

To be completely honest, I think honesty is overrated!

So, straight lines are an illusion? Now let me get this straight!

I know it because seeing is believing!

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If it goes in the mouth, eyes, ears or ego, it's going to come out smelling like shit!

Oh, and BTW. I don't sell helmet cams. Whoevers bright idea that was, I'm flattered, but it's a wasted effort. I aint going to be famous.
 
George Kavassilas with Sam Mugzzi Nov 8 interview.
11.16.10 (8:18 pm)   [edit]
I came across George a few months back. He's the best out there IMO. Of course, our truth is within, but others can help us find it.

@ 5:07 part 7 of 9: "Bring your inner light out and you shine, you shine like the star you are"

[Added 11.17.10]
Following interview: George Kavassilas with Sam Mugzzi Nov 15 interview.
More at Georges website: Ascension and Beyond
 
The mind is not a mistake.
11.13.10 (8:41 pm)   [edit]

I wrote the following on my Facebook page without being aware of its limitations.  As you all might have guessed by now I don't much care for limitations. 
It's not that I consider my readers here of lesser importance, it's just that I find the inspiration to write in others thoughts and questions and feel duplication is both unnecessary and potentially damaging. Those who honestly seek shall find and those who seek only to debunk won't bother. 

  Spiritual teachings tell us to quite the mind, essentially to turn it off. Yet the mind is not the wall which holds us captive in limitation. Only it's programming. The mind itself is limitless and this can be realized by anyone through application of self honesty, which demands release of all beliefs and dogma, all prejudices, preconceptions and assumptions, all that is not immediately self evident. That is the wall, the veil which hides the higher truths and keeps us fighting our way through life in never ending circles.

Fear is the end result of all belief. Release belief and the limiting illusion of fear gives way to the unlimited potential of love, the true nature of our being. Belief is preconception. Believing in matters of spirit is to preconceive the inconceivable, to draw conclusions upon the inconclusive.

Fear is a primitive survival mechanism. Its mechanics are simple. Fear causes us to focus our attention and energy on dealing with an immediate threat, yet by doing so, narrows our view of the broader perspective and thus the greater possibilities and available opportunities. This fact is well known by those who persuade us to believe, in effect to pre- conceive( a precursor to conceiving and hence manifesting) their version of reality.

It is not by chance or divine intervention that the universe continues to expand, but simply by the probability that a choice made in love opens up many more possibilities than a choice made in fear. The truth(Love) always prevails because love is what we are, all be it in a de-fined state. In order to re-fine ourselves and to know the absolute(as opposed to relative) truth we need only release our fears. As we do so we will find that infinite circle of life experience transform into an infinite spiral.

Well, the box does say “What’s on your mind?” Just telling it like I see it. 
What is doesn't say is what's on my mind must be limited to 420 characters.
I'm not so sure I like this form of communication(Facebook).

 
Trying to get back there.
10.11.10 (1:53 am)   [edit]

Who could say it better than Jim?



Also the next video(in the menu at the end of this one) with Eckhart Tolle is IMO well worth watching.

 
Wise words from the master.
08.29.10 (9:11 am)   [edit]
Many more of Bruce Lee's most famous quotes at Fighting Master

On creating your personal way of fighting


Bruce Lee "Learn the principle, abide by the principle, and dissolve the principle. In short, enter a mold without being caged in it. Obey the principle without being bound by it. LEARN, MASTER AND ACHIEVE!!!"

"Knowledge in martial arts actually means self-knowledge. A martial artist has to take responsibility for himself and accept the consequences of his own doing. The understanding of JKD is through personal feeling from movement to movement in the mirror of the relationship and not through a process of isolation. To be is to be related. To isolate is death"

"To me, ultimately, martial arts means honestly expressing yourself. Now, it is very difficult to do. It has always been very easy for me to put on a show and be cocky, and be flooded with a cocky feeling and feel pretty cool and all that. I can make all kinds of phoney things. Blinded by it. Or I can show some really fancy movement. But to experience oneself honestly, not lying to oneself, and to express myself honestly, now that is very hard to do" Bruce Lee

 
2012 The Online Movie FINAL UPDATE--(2010)
08.28.10 (11:07 am)   [edit]

Excellent video. Discussion on consciousness, DNA, the nature of time, Yi Ching timewave, vibratory dimensional ascension and sympathetic resonance, the cartesian nature of the holographic universe, mayan calender and native prophecies, crop circles, solar system changes, politics, culture, etc. Heaps more great video's from the author at in5d's youtube channel. Note: This is NOT "2012" the crap Hollywood movie.

Note: It's almost 500MB
So you may prefer to:
Orbit Downloader
FLV Player

 
Anastasia. The Ringing Cedars of Russia.
08.26.10 (6:46 am)   [edit]

A shameless plug and tribute to the best books in the world. The Ringing Cedars of Russia. By Vladimir Megre
I recently found a couple of download sites for the entire collection of the original green cover books.
The Ringing Cedars of Russia, The Entire Collection from The Pirate Bay
The Ringing Cedars of Russia, The Entire Collection from Torrentbit
In case you need a torrent client Arr...

You might want to save this picture of the cover of book one. It's the only cover not included in the PDF's

Ringing Cedars of Russia Book 1 Anastasia

In a truly amazing story of an incredible young woman connected with the earth as much as with the stars, Anastasia takes us back to the ancient Vedic culture of thousands of years ago as she tells of her fascinating reality and reveals astonishing knowledge and capabilities to a passing entrepreneur trading along the Obe river deep into the Siberian Taiga.

Anastasia grew up and lives in the cedar forest near her Grandfather and Great Grandfather, who met Vladimir Megre in a small settlement on the riverbank and asked him to cut down and bring back a 500 year old tree some 25 miles inland so that it's wood could be cut up and given away in small pieces to be worn as pendants. A very special tree, a Ringing Siberian Cedar...

Throughout the nine books in the collection, Anastasia's magical words, philosophies and deeds promise to keep the most accomplished greenie's jaw in it's most gravitationally aspired position as she succinctly describes our long forgotten world and heritage and it's deep connection with the earth, it's plants and animals and with the heavens.

She explains, as she laughs and plays with carefree abandon with the her favourite wolf and bear, eating a blade of grass here and there, taking nuts and mushrooms lovingly provided by the squirrels, about, well, pretty much everything necessary for not only a happy, healthy life filled with abundant love and wisdom but nothing less than how to turn the world into a most fantastic paradise, which she has already accomplished in no small part according to her hundreds of thousands of loving fans and thousand who are already returning to the land to build their space of love inspired by and according to Anastasia's inspirational example.

I've read dozens of beautiful spiritual books and thousands of articles that warmed my heart but nothing ever stoked the fire like Anastasia. I bought a set back in 2008 and after reading them bought another set and the 13 pack of book one to hand out to friends. I've read them twice and like to read them whenever I need to lift my spirits and get my vibes up.

An open mind is a necessity to really enjoy these books and for some, to even entertain the information and possibilities presented. For me, nothing else I've read comes closer to the truth. They're claimed to be non fiction, but It's easy see why many people can't believe that. No matter, don't believe. Whether fact or fiction(In my best opinion they're fact), if you're interested in alternative approaches to living, thinking or just want to feel good, they're well worth the time.

If you love them as I do and if you can afford to do so, please don't forget to buy the real thing and support the author and the growing movement to return to natural living as described in and inspired by Anastasia's story. Thanks.
The Collector's Set First Edition. Discontinued first translation. US(limited stock),GB,AU,NZ.
The Ringing Cedars of Russia, official stores

 
On wings of grace
08.21.10 (9:50 pm)   [edit]

Master of my destiny
The man I'd always dreamed I'd be
Finally, at forty six
Empowered, enlightened, full of tricks ;)

Only missing one more thing
A tender heart with whom to sing
A song to lift us to the sky
Together, we will learn to fly

On wings of passion, love and grace
To far beyond the angles place
Whatever falls within our grasp
Forever will be ours to clasp

Today I sing this melody
For I have seen one such as me
Will she requite my hearts desire
To light the candle, start the fire

To bring a journey to it's end
With new beginnings, a novel friend
Another road, another path
Another turn, another bend

Another cycle of life anew
Another contrast, another hue
In all creation none have seen
The splendor of my waking dream

A dream of our creators will
And such a dream shall be fulfilled
As long as I've a parting breath
To give unto our precious earth

Will she walk with me aside
Can she shed a little pride
And take the hand of one denied
Expression of such beauty
As her's.

GB_Cobber

 
I'm Back!
08.21.10 (6:55 am)   [edit]

And what a trip it's been these last few years. Hard work, hard weather and hard living but I learned a lot of new stuff, met some great people and bought myself a good long break, so I'm free to think, write, have some fun.  So far the thinking and writing part have been going quite well.  My mood and my vibes have been up lately and clarity is returning.

So without further adieu. A few of my recent thoughts and writings.

First up.  I want to thank Paulo Coelho for his excellent and inspirational blog. 
paulocoelho.com


Which inspired my most succinct brief description so far of my simple path to greater and higher awareness and which I posted as a comment on Poalo's blog under  "The Chess Game" article.   
The following version contains additional information for better clarity.

Again as usual, the answer is a question. 
As always, my answer was inspired by a question. In this case, as in the case of the question which got the whole ball rolling for me, it was someone else’s question.

I guess the ego does have a very useful purpose. The commitment to try to solve a question for another is stronger than the commitment to solve it for myself. This time it was primarily to serve myself by serving the whole as one.  The first time pride, back in 2005 there was more pride in it. The pride of maintaining my perceived integrity.  Sure I was boasting a little when I said: "Sure I can fix it"  to which I was asked "Then how"  And so began a new chapter in my life long journey to find the "truth"

Pride?  I see it like fear. Which it essentially what it is.   Fear serves the useful purpose of survival by focusing all available energy and attention on dealing with an immediate threat. But in the same mechanical way that focus narrows ones view of the full spectrum, whether of their perspective or the available information in their experience, leaving them less capable of connecting information and solving problems accurately, efficiently and completely, which requires one to rise above them and see the bigger picture. 
Pride, lust greed, etc, all fears, contaminate and selectively discriminate incoming information, narrowing the full spectrum of the information under observation whether in the head or through the senses.

In order to find the truth, the whole, absolute or even greater relative truth, it has to go. Fear has to go. Even a doubt is founded on fear.  The closer to absolute truth we get the more subtle the fear that will lead us away from our goal. At the further most point I got to in 2005 even the slightest shadow of a doubt of an intuitive thought was enough to leed me off the pure path into it's polar counterparts path, the illusion of separation.  It's all real. At least its all real estate. The truth as you will see is not material.  Material requires both negative and positive poles in order to manifest. Both allowance and injunction, both creation and destruction.  All truth the eyes can see is realtive truth. There is only one absolute truth, at least as far as the mind can fathom. It is the principle represented by the word:  "Yes"

The following was inspired by a commenter’s question:

Nikola Markov
August 20, 2010 at 3:50 am
I just imagine – how you can teach one to feel compassion. Is that a skill?

GB_Cobber
August 20, 2010 at 6:20 pm (some additional clarification added)

Compassion is a symptom of self honesty. Of recognition, when we honestly look at ourselves and others, that we are one and the same, that we're all of one fammily and all share the same wholey purpose. Honesty allows us to see through the masks and recognise ourselves in others and also to express more honestly and allow others to see themselves in us. Honesty is a skill, well it's actually natural but for us, so far from the truth and so bound by the lies we learn to live with since the day we were first asked to believe something we couldn't understand, it's for all intents and purposes a skill, and a very difficult one to master in a world which rewards dishonesty in all it's dimensions at every opportunity. Yet can be as easy as putting one foot in front of the other when one relies purely on self evidence.


Putting the pieces togetherIn doing so, a point will come in ones experience when the puzzle pieces in the mind are sufficient in both purity and number to join together to form enough of the picture in sufficient diversity that the missing pieces can be drawn in according to the surrounding pieces without requiring additional information(provided of course that all existing information is sufficiently accurate and diverse)and so we complete the whole picture in an explosion of realisation.
I call it the point of perspective critical mass. And yes, 5 years ago preceding my 41st birthday. Oh what a birthday present!

That's only the beginning of it. What followed was two weeks of direct intuitional learning, a journey through time and space to the edge of the universe and back. The body aglow(metaphorically) with hot golden light, the head shaven and two full days wearing a wet towel to siphon off the heat, those two nights, 3 hours each while some how I received two consecutive memory upgrades to better house the massively complex concepts in my dreams those nights and by the vastly improved retention of which, I knew what had happened.

[Added 9.9.10] The experience of a lifetime and the experiences of many lifetimes in two and a half weeks. Very few as far as I can see have realized this great potential which exists in everyone. For me it's the result of 25 years of unlearning what I was taught and rebuilding my perspective based soley on self evidence from the purest possible examples available in life experience. To not believe anything I could not experience for myself, true of false, doesn't matter, words are never enough, they can only provide a fraction of the full spectrum of actual experience and that just wouldn't do for my purpose, which was and remains to know it all and to fix it. Finding solution is after all what I tend to be best and what I enjoy doing most, at work and at home, so why not reach for the unltimate solusions?

The more natural the example the purer it is, yet examples of the products of mans creation are also useful. Know them by their fruits etc. My philosophy on allowance started with observing the raising of children and animals and then eveything else until it became self evident that the very founding principle of creation and growth is allowance.[/ad] 

It's real. Very real. And anyone can do it with purity of thought, diversity of interest and experience and the guidance of the principles which guided me: Brutal self honesty(integrity,fearles ness,detachment,no way to doubt intuition), with unity and wholeness as sole purpose and the 1st law of creation, that which provides for the greatest possible contrast, existence/non existence and which is the greater of those opposite poles: Allowance. Or in binary logic. Yes!

[Added 9.9.10]With these tools nothing is impossible. They will take you(if allowed) to the beginning of time itself where all that exists is pure love. The energy of life and the building blocks of everything in the universes. Decompressed Love in all its forms. De-fined love is all there is.[/ad]

Allowance is key because under the law of allowance, disallowance can exist but under the law of disallowance, allowance cannot exist. If we indeed exists then allowance must be the first law. The first choice in creation. Just as Yes! must be the first choice if a computer program is to run. Further more, a choice in accordance with allowance reveals twice the available possibilities than a choice in disallowance. And so the probability of expansion of the universe is assured.

A very simplistic model yet fundamentally sound, founded on the incorruptable perfection of logic.
Beauty is after all the expression of simple complex(as opposed to complicated) logic.
The smooth flowing curves of a river allowed to flow, as opposed to the lumps and bumps created by circumventation, by blockage, pressure and explosion, the expression of complication, of injunction.  
Beauty is simple logic.

There is a path.  I have allowed so I've been allowed so all are allowed. Please allow yourselves to allow as allowed and may your journeys fill the world with light and love forever.

Forever grateful in humble service to all as one as myself as allowed.  Cobber.
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Look. I'm just being honest. That’s how I feel when this stuff comes through. The inspiration I find in beautiful works lifts my vibes up to the point where Im feeling vibrant, which helps me contemplate better and then when new possibilities are revealed, it's simply beautiful and it feels angelic. The sad thing is it's natural and I dont see anyone else doing it. Well, there are a few around I've noticed, people who've had near death experiences, or were saved by a miracle, but often these people get a glimpse of information there not ready for and don't understand, so they mislead. There's too much they don’t understand because they didn’t do it step by step, learning, understanding and connecting the full experience of each step to their perspective.  I checked all the boxed and took off for as long as I could stay out there, exploring for two weeks the mysteries and wonders of the universe, the perfection of the perfect design. 

I don’t want to play guru or anything like that.  The last thing the world needs is more followers.  I'm about lighting a path to self response ability.  Just my path as one example. Guru's are usually those who skipped a step or two, because divine intervention was necessary in order to avert a disaster and the benefit of the doubt was given.  These guys often fall prey to vanity, they don’t understand the danger of believing, they still hold too many foolish notions of a vengeful god according to the bible. They fall prey to fear. 

Everything we do for a lesser purpose than the benefit of the whole is based in fear. All selfish actions result from one form of fear or another, from terrifying fear to the most subtle fears we take for granted every day all the way down to the slightest doubts in ourselves as a whole universe.  3D thinking can't comprehend it. You have to think holographically where every part in a hologram contains all the information of the whole. I don’t understand too much about how that works myself.  I got glimpses of some very complex concepts but they're so huge I just can't yet begin to get my head around them. 

But that’s not important right now. One step at a time. all together.  All together now. 
So what are you all waiting for?  I want my paradise already, damn it!

 
How do we fall? - How do we rise?
01.09.06 (5:15 pm)   [edit]
Onwards & Upwards

Great men become great by believing only their own heart and mind.
Until one day, they come face to face with a god and suddenly, for the first time in their live's, they submit their free will.

"Hello!" "Hypocrisy Alert! Close but not close enough. Keep trying"

What would you do if a voice from the sky(which you believe is gods voice) told you a few great secrets and that the world would end tomorrow, then told you that you could save it if you kill your neighbour?
What would you do?

If he said you must burn your neighbour's house, what would you do?
If he said you must burn your own house, what would you do?
If he said you must give up smoking, what would you do?
What if he told you to talk to your neighbour and share with him your love today for he is in need of support. Would you?

What if he asked?

[added 8.27.10] Haven't figured it out yet? Np. Back you go into the world of confirmation where the fears behind your choice(firstly in interpretation, then consideration and action) are confirmed until expended or overcome and you choose once again the purity of the laws of creation, pass the test and your love will be affirmed, you will be fore-given(more truth) and tested once again or fail again and be fore-saken(by your choice), your fear confirmed, again and again and again, either way, every moment, ad infinitum...[/ad]

[added 8.31.10] God(for the sake of a brevity) BTW, doesn't articulate in dulcet tones of well spoken English. What people hear(more like feel) is intuition of higher universal information(at whatever level their own resonance at that time sympathizes with) translated through the filter of their own mind(A clue as to where the information comes from and where it goes). This is why eastern philosophy instructs chels's to meditate on quieting the mind, to stop thinking, so the intuition can travel through without contamination. Why Anastasia advocates purity of thought, or in other words, to house in the mind only self evident truths. To keep a pure mind uncontaminated with (self)unfounded beliefs, of any notion of impossibility or disharmony.

But there is another way. A very simple and perfectly logical way. The way which brought me to knowing that what Anastasia says is true. That Abraham made a big mistake that fateful day on the mountain. One after another indeed. That Jesus messed up in the market place because for a moment he lost sight of the perfection of the grander plan. Because I've been there and I can relate to their experiences. I've learned how it happens and how it works. I don't want to take anything away from Jesus but even he said, "All this you can do and more" and he wasn't kidding. I certainly can't do the things he is said to have done, yet I have reached Christ consciousness for a short time and did it in a step by step process, so while I don't have a lot of experience in and of Christ consciousness, I know how I got there.   

No, you don't have to shut the mind off. It's there for a reason. Learn to use it properly and take control of it.
You don't even have to purify it completely. That's impossible in this messed up lying, cheating world. Contamination is for all intents and purposes inherent in those of us living in any form of (so called)civilisation.

What I did and what we can all do is to check our thoughts against a few simple principles.
At every point of perception and decision, in every action, contemplation and when interpreting intuition.

1. Integrity. Am I being completely honest with myself? If there is any fear in the mind, even a shadow of a doubt of the intuition, I am not being honest. Am i hiding anything, am I hiding from anything, am I inhibiting any part of the full spectrum of impression and am I inhibiting honest expression. Do I want, or not want? Why? Where are my desires based, where are my purpose and intent coming from? Love or fear? Or what degree of balance between?
Am I stressed? In angst? Why? What am I holding that I need to let go. Fear is an illusion. So is separation. Honesty and time will make all this and the following principles self evident.

2. Wholly purpose, Unit-y. Are my thoughts aligned with the purpose of the whole in unity, without thought for myself as a part. Without thought of capital gain in this world or any other, with intent only for the benefit of the whole. Do I want the reality or the real estate?

3.Humility, forgiveness, gratitude. Am I proud, blindingly proud? Am I vain, am I better, smarter, prettier than someone else? What's this else rubbish and why rest on my lurels and harden my current position only to make it harder to adjust to new evidence.?
Have I forgiven mistakes in ignorance, have I forgiven myself, my regrets? Am I grateful to all as one as myself?

4. Universal Law No 1. Allowance. Yes! That which provides for the greatest possible contrast; existence/non-existence and which is the greater of the two poles; Allowance, acceptance, inclusion, YES!
Because under allowance, disallowance can exist but under disallowance, allowance cannot exist and since we do indeed exist, then the first law of creation can only be Allowance.

Furthermore, because under a choice in allowance twice the opportunities exist than would under a choice in disallowance, probability of universal expansion and perfection is assured.

In accordance with the principle of allowance energy flows smoothly steadily and freely. Unobstructed, unrestricted. Energy flows efficiently.

Disallowance is when that energy path is blocked. In order to flow the blockage is either circumvented and/or overcome as pressure builds up behind the blockage, perhaps deforming or even rupturing the conduit and/or reaching explosive pressure, breaching containment by the obstacle and/or it's conduit, in it's violent release.

We see the manifest expression of both principles in nature as well as our selves, our world, the children we raise.
Everything material, even energy, is a construct of these two initial binary poles, both allowing and disallowing choices in trillions upon trillions of combinations and in varying degrees of balance. When that balance is tipped toward allowance, we associate the final expression of the manifestation with the word beauty.
When the balance is in disallowance, we see its manifest expression as ugliness.
What is more beautiful? The rock born of a violent explosion or the flower born of the gentle touch of the sun, the rain and the earth?

Allowance makes things simple and efficiently complex. Disallowance makes things complicated. Unnecessary injunctions call for unnecessary additional instruction.
A programmer knows well the value of simplicity. To keep his code as short and efficient as possible while still being able to perform the desired task accurately. To do this in the most simple way possible, with the fewest YES and NO, 1 and 0 instructions possible is perfection.

And so Beauty is simple logic.

Now! What are we missing? Love? Or have we finally, for the first time, found it?

Enjoy the universe. Tell everyone I said HI! and thanks!
Forever grateful in humble service to all as one as myself as allowed. Cobber [/ad]

 
Chicken or Egg?
12.25.05 (4:04 pm)   [edit]


Chicken in imagination. Egg in manifestation.
Got a problem with that? Go talk to yourself.

 
The Power of One ...
12.25.05 (3:52 pm)   [edit]


"Remember, one Just man causes the Devil greater afflication than a
million blind believers" - Kahlil Gibran, Voice of the Master

 
Going somewhere?
12.25.05 (3:47 pm)   [edit]


The journey is as important as the destination.
Finally cleared that one up.

 
let it snow
12.22.05 (4:47 am)   [edit]

let it be, let it flow
let it see, let it know
set it free, let it show
and it will

 
Good doggy
12.10.05 (1:06 pm)   [edit]

GB: "I don't give a goddamn! I'm the President and the Commander-in Chief. Do it my way!"
Aide: "But Mr. President! There is a valid case that the provisions in this law undermine the Constitution"
G: "Stop throwing the damn Constitution in my face! It's just a godamned piece of paper!"
Dog: "Hope it wasn't that piece of paper on the floor behind the desk" "Burp!"

 
Meaning of life
11.16.05 (10:47 pm)   [edit]

The purpose of life is to know one's creation.
[Edit 8.29.10] to perfect one's ability to create and perfect co-creation as one perfects co-creation [/edit]
 
The question which started an avalanch. In my head.
11.15.05 (9:00 pm)   [edit]

Q. "Are you aware of a way to resolve problems without guns?" Conrad Nimikos
A. "As a matter of fact, yes" GB_Cobber
The rest is mystory.timebomb2000 Forum

 
Oh! Just life in general
11.12.05 (3:35 am)   [edit]
My ramblings of late in Timebomb2000 forum. Pasted straight from my working document.[edited 8.30.10]

If it were that easy I would have long ago.
I just dont have the time to convey a life's experience and it wouldn't be the same anyway. (No disrespect intended, just trying to express the magnitude of our challenge)
And I'm only starting to understand myself. Most of my life has been wasted unlearning most of what I was taught. I'll do the best I can with the fewest words.
______________________


Red Pill Rescue

I'm having and awful time figuring where to start. Eventually all roads lead right back to the big question as the branches of a tree lead back to the trunk. What is the meaning of life? What is the purpose? If that isn't the question my energy is focused toward then it must be focused somewhere along one of the many roads.

There's only one answer to the big question but the answer for one branch may not be the answer for another.
At any one time our focus and energy is traveling either toward or away from the big question along one of those many branches of the tree, or standing still.

So where to begin? Where are we on the tree of life as a group consciousness? Our personal consciousni are spread all over the place, each surrendering to, battling against or circumventing their own hurdles on their chosen or dictated path, moving forward or backward or standing still.

Should we be moving forward, backward or standing still?
If the answer is forward then lets figure out how and teach our children what we know, and let them figure out what they need to know for their own journeys with our support.

What we actually do is fill their heads with junk, suppress their true natures and present, no impose one very narrow band of answer's.
If we should go backward or stand still, then we needn't change anything.
I'd really like to know the answer to that question. I don't want to be telling anybody which way they should go but it would be nice if everyone had an informed choice in the matter. It isn't too much to ask for and it wont hurt anyone to let people walk their own path.

People normally don't kill you when you let them on their way. Only when you stand in ther path and say Halt! or when that has occured so many times in their lives they're filled with resentment and hate.
_____________________

What is fair about punishing rebellious behaviour after we have created it through the constant injunctions we place on our children? What does that tell us about the intent of our teaching and upbringing? That's the whole point of my ramblings here. To pose those questions. No'one else is asking this most important questions.

The short answer the the question "how do we fix it" is simply Permission. If you don't understand why then maybe that's what life is all about. I could give all the answers I want but only those with experience to back them up can have any real faith in them.

I have unlearned most of my indoctrination. Unless people are willing to explore all avenues then they obviously don't want to know the truth. They're obviously attatched to their current position is some way or another and for some reason or another. Most often that reason is fear of the unknown, fear of change, laziness, and all the other habits and fascinations in their lives. Attatchment to all the details. To find the truth all those attatchments have to go first.

There are no such things as heresy and blasphamy to the truth seeker.
A true seeker can not be offended by other's beliefs for he has no need to defend his position. His position is not fixed. It is allowed to adjust to the features on the map. He does not draw his own map to suit his features.

Procrustes was an mad inkeeper who would cut his clients legs off so they would fit in his small beds.
He drew his own map to suit his features rather than allowing his features to suit the map.

That is what we do when we refuse to shift from a position which contradicts our perception of the map. We change our perception of the map, of reality, then spend the rest of our time defending our position, stubbornly ignoring contradictory evidence.

A good friend left me these fine words which help describe the mind of procrustes and most of us to some extent.

"Impervious barriers to recalcitrant facts and permeable boundries to convenient delusions"

And a tool which will eventually become self evident to everyone who honestly seeks truth.

"Principle positions only count. Predicates and adjectives are merely for structuring time"

These are very basic tools in the search for truth which should be offered, at the least presented to our children.
If the only tool on your toolbox is a hammer, pretty soon everything begins to look like a nail.
_________________________

I wish I could share the feeling as I walk through the house in deep contemplation. Why I must continuosly keep my emotional energy grounded or I would surely burst into uncontrolable tears of joy upon every minor revelation. Occasionally It takes me completely by suprise and so powerfully I can only let go and enjoy. Often I make it half way before I can pull my thoughts back into focus.

Such is the life of a truthseeker. I wish I could share with you all just a taste of the energy I feel throughout my body. The wonderfull calm peace and tranquility of the river of light flowing through my being. Radiating from my skin. I've known these feeling all my life(weaker). You may know then from moments of revelation. They are my signals that I have found a key. My only conscious and most physical form of communication with the all.

So I've been chasing these feelings all my life. My current position is where they have lead me. Although most of my life has been spent convincing myself I'm not a fruitcake, and that I should follow these feeling regardless of the massive opposition everywhere in the world around me.

What If I hadn't gone through the process of learning, then unlearning so many things which contradict with my personal reality? Why should we not be allowed our own reality if it doesn't hurt anyone? Only because we cannot be controlled? Is that a good enough reason to stifle our progress? So jealous people stuck on their own hurdle in the tree of life can make their position a little more comfortable? That's exactly what were doing.

There are people who know this information and use it for selfish purposes. The masses are taught subconsciously to use some of these tools in their negetive capacities at home and school. They also use them for selfish purposes, without even realising what they're doing is against their best interests. Never having been given access to the the whole toolbox or even the knowledge of the existance of the toolbox. Most don't stand a chance with the little time one lifetime can offer unless they rebel. And they do rebel all the time. They don't really know what it is they're rebelling against, they simply feel wronged. And in that they would be right. Most of the time they make the mistake of breaking the law and being put away. It's how the strongest wills are kept under control. They are stimulated into a rebellious response so that they can be genuinely discounted and separated from the herd. We have laws for the protection of our rights and we have laws whose sole purpose are to be broken by the stronger willed so that they may be genuinely discounted and eliminated from public contact lest they may reveal the illusion. How many are in jail for victimless crimes and petty crimes? whose destructive behaviours could easily be resolved with understanding of their causes? The health system? Oh don't even get me started.
____________________

Many people's rebellious responses are simply suppressed with threat of punishment. Their own self expression oppressed by fear, replaced with commonly acceptable unrealistic behaviour. Rambo, funny guy, Miss what-verse? False faces on the outside reflecting false values on the inside. Many live in perpetual anger and resentment and learn only to hate. Yet they know not why.

Not only laws but all our doctrines, education and media is packed with injunctions, hate, fear, fear of death, the devil, the monster under the bed, those nasty muslims who want to kill us, to keep us locked down in the details of one most gigantic illusion. That we are free men and that muslims live in slavery because their shackles are obvious, and they can be genuinely portrayed at freeless people who need us to come in and forcibly impose our more advanced form of slavery over theirs. This so called freeing of Iraq isn't a fight against oppression and slavery. It's an Upgrade.

Global domination version 6.6.6.02.12... Improved western model with additional features and programs to faster create conditions neccesary for complience of stronger wills and more quickly and efficiently reduce the need for physical enforcement.

Again, I've been very sparse with details. We can always find the details once we know where to look and my only intention is to present an alternative direction.

 
Permission.
08.13.05 (4:21 am)   [edit]

They say neccesity is the mother of invention. That's a little missleading.
It's not so much the necessity but ones perception of what is necessary.

We invent ourselves and our surroundings according not to what is actually neccesary but to what we perceive as being necessary for our survival and growth.

The two most important factors in the formulation of perception are freedom
and permission. The latter being at the top of the list because permission determines the extent to which we exploit our freedom.

If we are to create anything near our "own" perceptions, then we need to give ourselves permission to fully expoit our freedom. We don't do anything without our own permission.

It was so much more honest in days gone by when master said "do this, do that"
We knew we were slaves and when master left we were free again.
Todays slavery is more subtle. The master doesnt have to come over and tell us to "do this, do that". He has learned a frew things since then. Now he controls our self permission and guides our percetion, thus guiding our invention and our experience  each day a day from his grave.

But hey, that's OK. Even though it's still slavery it's moving forward. From a physical thing to something more subtle. Cycles within cycles.

Ive tried to say it before. 

Which reveals the greater shame?
The obedient servant or the tame?

The honesty of yesteryear in knowledge of ones slavery
is lost to he who think he's free and controls his own destiny.

Free to speak and live his mind he sleeps in masters bed
while obeying all directives of dead masters vioces in his head.

Next step on the stairway to heaven.


This is a different fight than the one we know so well. The fight for physical freedom has been won. Now we are fighting for mental freedom. It's weapons are permission and injunction.

So again, here's my position. Im OK. Your OK.
Permission - permission. Positive - positive. ++ (like attracts like in 4D)
As opposed to I'm OK. Your not OK.
Permission - injunction. Positive - negative. +- (Opposites attract in 3D)

Anything form the position of Im "OK, Your OK" is OK with me.
If it's comming a position of "Im OK, Your not OK" then it's an injunction. A denial of permission to exploit my hardwon freedom. Yes Mine! and Your's! Not our fathers and grandfathers hardwon freedom. Ours!
It is our responsibilty to use it wisely. And that will happen. It has to.


"All warfare is based on deception. Hence, when able to attack, we must seem unable; when using our forces, we must seem inactive; when we are near, we must make the enemy believe we are far away; when far away, we must make him believe we are near. Hold out baits to entice the enemy. Feign disorder, and crush him"
- Sun Tzu, the Art of War

military-quotes.com/Sun-Tzu
 
The Blowfly
10.17.04 (8:09 am)   [edit]


I must have let in the blowfly when I got home. Feeling a littIe annoyed at the distraction I extended my hand as if to swat it out of the air as it buzzed around above my monitor.

I'm glad now that's as far as I allowed that sort of behaviour to go. I let it in. It doesn't want to hurt me. I don't really want to kill it. So how do I get it out? Hell it's just a dumb ass fly!

So I'm mentally projecting instructions to this blowfly. "That's right. Out that door and right down the hall" Until verbally telling it where to go. "No not that way ya dumbass. The other way!"

Then I focused on the fly and imagined what it was like buzzing around my house. I imagined being the fly, seeing the hall and the sunlight filtered by the screen door at the far end. Then I imagined flying to the other end of the hall towards the light, through the laundry to the brown screen door and just hanging around looking for a hole. At this point I couldn't hear the fly any more so I got up and walked to the back door. The fly was right there as I imagined it. I walked over, pushed the screen door open a little and it flew straight out. Spun me out!

Coinsidence?  Would you call me crazy if I didn't think so?

 
Why Faith?
09.25.04 (5:36 pm)   [edit]

What is faith and what is it to have faith?

When driving a car or bike I must have faith in my abilities.
I either have faith that I will make the corner at this speed or I dont.
In order to have such faith I must first know it can be done and know that I can do it.
No'one else can give me this faith. Not by telling me it's possible or showing me how.
They may give me courage, persuade me to try. I may have faith in my ability as a driver and I might make myself believe I can do it but would I have complete faith that I will pull it off?
Maybe a measure but never complete faith. A partial faith. A blind faith. As one with hearing but with no sight.
Blind faith only makes me crash so to be a good driver I must have real faith. A faith based on personal experience. On self evidence. On the knowing. Not the knowledge.

So it is with faith in things esoteric. Unless knowing from experience is the foundation of faith, it is a blind faith.
So begs the question. Why would anyone want to sell or give me faith unless to make or keep me blind?

[Edit 8.29.10] A better example. I give you 50 books on tightrope walking and you read them all twice or thrice, then I tell you: "Great! Now you're an expert! Now have faith in your tightrope walking knowledge" as we walk towards the edge of the deep canyon. "Here we are! There's the rope. Off you go then" with a pat on the back and a little push to overcome your apparent, yet puzzling apprehensio n. "Nothing to worry about. It's perfectly natural to be scared, but you've learned all the knowledge and learned it well, have faith in the word! Bon Voyage![/edit]

 
Actions
09.23.04 (5:50 am)   [edit]

Actions speak louder than words. Actions speak the truth.
Verbal speech is a well oiled tool which as with any tool can be used to create or to destroy. But the act of speech is for the most part involuntary action and for the rest, poorly disguised contrived action, so when observed as an action will always speak the truth loudly.

 
From the horses mouth. War is a racket by Major General Smedly Butler
09.14.04 (4:13 am)   [edit]

"Dear friends,

That war is a racket has been told us by many, but rarely by one of this stature. Though he died in 1940, the highly decorated General Butler deserves to be heralded for his timeless message. His riveting 1935 booklet War is a Racket merits inclusion as required reading for every high school student, and every member of our armed forces today. After reading the following excerpts from this amazingly revealing essay, please forward it to all your friends. By spreading the word far and wide, we can and will create a brighter future for ourselves and for our children" 
Fred Burks

War Is A Racket 
By Major General Smedley Butler
  veteransforpeace.org/war_is_a_racket

 
Is this why?
09.14.04 (2:44 am)   [edit]

NATIVE AMERICAN CODE OF ETHICS
1. Rise with the sun to pray. Pray alone. Pray often. The Great Spirit will listen, if you only speak.
2. Be tolerant of those who are lost on their path. Ignorance, conceit, anger, jealousy and greed stem from a lost soul. Pray that they will find guidance.
3. Search for yourself, by yourself. Do not allow others to make your path for you. It is your road, and yours alone. Others may walk it with you, but no one can walk it for you.
4. Treat the guests in your home with much consideration. Serve them the best food, give them the best bed and treat them with respect and honor.
5. Do not take what is not yours, whether from a person, a community, the wilderness, or from a culture. If it was not earned nor given. It is not yours.
6. Respect all things that are placed upon this earth - whether it be people or plant.
7. Honor other people's thoughts, wishes and words. Never interrupt another or mock or rudely mimic them. Allow each person the right to personal expression.
8. Never speak of others in a bad way.
9. All persons make mistakes. And all mistakes can be forgiven.
10. Bad thoughts cause illness of the mind, body and spirit. Practice optimism.
11. Nature is not FOR us, it is a PART of us. They are part of your worldly family.
12. Children are the seeds of our future. Plant love in their hearts and water them with wisdom and life's lessons. When they are grown, give them space to grow.
13. Avoid hurting the hearts of others. The poison of your pain will return to you.
14. Be truthful at all times. Honesty is the test of one's will within this universe.
15. Keep yourself balanced. Your Mental self, Spiritual self, Emotional self, and Physical self - all need to be strong, pure and healthy. Work out the body to strengthen the mind. Grow rich in spirit to cure emotional ails.
16. Make conscious decisions as to who you will be and how you will react. Be responsible for your own actions.
17. Respect the privacy and personal space of others. Do not touch the personal property of others - especially sacred and religious objects. This is forbidden.
18. Be true to yourself first. You cannot nurture and help others if you cannot nurture and help yourself first.
19. Respect others religious beliefs. Do not force your belief on others.
20. Share your good fortune with others. Participate in charity.


Is this why we killed them. Is this why we are killing muslims?

 
message to self
09.11.04 (3:33 pm)   [edit]

Aspire to be the best you can be.
In everything.
From your job to mowing the lawn.
From driving your car to your family life.
Every moment.
Give it your all.
Capture the essence of life in the now.
It is only present now.
Right now.

 
so
09.06.04 (11:39 pm)   [edit]

Had a great dream last night but the damn alarm always goes off just when it's getting interesting.  I had just taken to the dance floor with a stunning brunette, took a few awkward steps while our eyes were locked on each other and I was drawn straight into a passionate kiss right in front of a few other adoring fans when bang! The alarm goes off and it's all over.  Arrghh!

When I woke up this morning I had a new bumber sticker slogan in my head.

"Too much man for just one woman"  LOL  Dont really know where that came from.

Imagine driving around with that on the bumber. hehe.  "Too much woman for just one man" works just as well.  I like it. 
Although Ive never cheated in a relationship Im not a very monogamous person.  I don't believe in possesion of a human being and I've never been the jealous type.  Jealousy after all is a product of fear and fears are washed away with love.  If you truly love someone you will want them to be free. Free to make their choice every day, without fear, without guilt. 

It's hard to have relationships tho cause all the women I've met want to take possesion. They want ownership, Like they own their car.  All of them every time.  It always becomes suffocating so I always end up bailing.  It makes me fear relationships but I cant have that. I cant have fear.  I can't not go out and meet girls which I really enjoy doing. But why can't they let go and just love?  Why can't they be like in the dreams. That would be so cool.  Maybe that will be Ms right. Untill then "Too much man for just one woman." ;)

Im 40 and life is just begining. God its gunna be good. 
There are a few nice girls at the new pool hall I've been to the last 3 thursday nights.  I often catch them looking my way.  I think we're going to have some fun.  Clean fun.  :)  Cause that's another thing.  I don't let my dick talk for me.  Well, most of the time.  I think it's because I see them as a bieng, a soul rather than an object of my desire. Maybe that's why I alwasy have to do the leaving. hmm. Maybe that's why it never hurts.

Strange thing happened on saturday night.  It was getting late and I felt like going down to the pool hall to see how busy it was.  They're supposed to have music and dancing friday and maybe saturday.
On the way there I picked up a hitchiker. A lovely young man(30's) who left his wife and kids to be with another girl. While on holida y from perth he just spent $3000 on her and then she left him high and dry that night. He was devestated and cried as we drove to find his nearby caravan park. He said he was seriously considering topping himself.  I was glad he felt a lot better when we got to his park.  The pool hall was dead so I went home. 

I've had a lot of things like this happen to me. The old guy at the pub who had lost his way. The young couple that night at the night club.  Each time I had a ball.  Just another day in this wonderfull life. Why fight it. There is nothing more joyous than giving light and love. And there's nothing wrong with enjoying it. Taking full responsibility for the good as well as the bad. It wasn't just a lucky shot(as I have a habit of saying).  It was my doing.  I created it.  I may have had some help but I made it possible. I am strong. I have wisdom and I have abundance. The vibrations I create attract these things to me. If i deny them, I deny them. 
If I wish for them I am coming from a place of lack.  No. I have them. I am that which I desire to be. "So" be it.  so "Be" it.

 
Be lie ve
09.04.04 (1:06 am)   [edit]


"I believe" is all I ever hear.
Why is it never "I Know"  Why is beliveing always enough?  People can never get enough power or money or joy so why do they settle for belief?  Is it because they believe they can't know until they're dead?

 
All ahead full
08.28.04 (7:49 pm)   [edit]
Warp SpeedToward the horizon.
It may hold a key.
There is always a key.
It will have to be earned.
It is always achievable.
It is always difficult.
It is always worth it.
 
Last night's dream
08.12.04 (5:39 am)   [edit]

Gunfire rang through the air all around. To the right was parked some sort of large millitary vehicle with soldiers scampering about.

To my left and in front the broken walls of a besieged city were serving as our cover. Beside me a young woman filming the procedings with a video camera which resembled one of those little periscope type flashlights the military uses(or used). I was fascinated with this little camera.

We were crouched behind some of the brick walls still partly standing, looking over a road around a much larger brick wall about 2 stories high. It seemed and felt like we were journalists following just behind the front lines of an invading force and we were causiously creeping right up to the front for a better look while the army held this position. I guess we were pretty confident we would'nt be forced back.

The sky was cloudy and the clouds seemed to almost reach the ground. It was dark but you could still see. Like just past sunset. Everything looked a dirty red. Red bricks, red dirt, red cloudy sky.

Suddenly I heard the faint deep rythmic thuds of something big taking off in the distance ahead of us. My eyes probed the clouds ahead and through a gap appeared the outline of huge white rocket reaching for the sky. It looked the size of a saturn rocket but that didn't stop me yelling out at the soldiers near the truck, "They just launched a nuke. A freaking ICBM. Did you see that?" I wasn't sure what it was but it looked pretty damn scary. A few seconds later it started to level out in our direction and we all could see and hear it shorlty afterwards as it flew high over our heads on it's fatefull journey.

We all watched in horror and in grief for the poor souls on the receieving end of that monster. Stunned by the images in our minds of the death and destruction unleashed at this moment. A moment we have brought to bear apon ourselves if only by being here. A moment we will never forget. A sniper could have taken us all out before we even registered the first shot. Good thing they were as stunned as we. No sooner had the the thought cross my mind when I noticed we were standing in the middle of the road and a couple of suspicious looking characters down the far end were hasting so I grabed my young friend in my stride and dove back over the wall. I didnt think the enemy were so close. They could easily mortar us from there. Panic. Were to go?

We ran back a few houses. It didn't feel much safer after just wittnessing the range our enemy is capable of reaching and their aparent willingness to wipe out every living thing in a 50 mile radius.

As we looked back to the sky the rocket had passed directly overhead but following it are two huge caft unlike anything I'd seen or imagined. They were comming from the direction the rocket came from. The huge delta shaped craft slowed and just hung around for awhile while the smaller brick shaped craft, not march larger than the rocket itself, danced around a little then continued on the trail of the rocket until they were both out of sight. Not long afterwards the big one meandered off as well. They were both a simular white colour to the rocket but had a blue glow about them.The larger one so radiant it looked a light violet/blue neon representation of something you might see in a science fiction movie.

That's were the Dream ended.

At first during the dream I wasn't sure what to make of those UFO's. Where they a part of the enemy force's arsonel? In the morning I remembered reading all those alien channelings on assorted web pages which claim nuclear weapons will not be allowed to detonate. Perhaps that smaller UFO was rushing off to disable the warhead before it reached its target.

I wonder if that's why the US forces in Iraq are peppering the landscape with tons of depleted uranium ammunition. Because thier nuclear warheads dont work anymore.   

Eh, it's just a dream and those stories are just stories. Makes me wonder tho. It was a pretty vivid dream. I dont ussually remember them this well and I never ever have nightmares.

 
Universal Brain
08.12.04 (1:05 am)   [edit]

Universal Brain

This brain
isn't looking
too healthy.

 
Something smells fishy.
08.09.04 (4:57 am)   [edit]

First we have Ariel Sharon telling jews they should all move to isreal and now the Pope telling catholics they should all move to the Vatican?  thespoof.com

WTF is going on?

The last time jews were asked to relocate to Palestine, well we know what happened to the ones who didn't go.  

 
Ego is a dirty word
08.05.04 (3:01 pm)   [edit]

Realisation of the day.

The Skyhooks were wrong. Ego is a dirty word.  All it ever does is get you dirty and waste your time and energy.

When motivated by ego's we work only on the superficial aspects of our lives.  Maybe that explains our superficial natures and cultures.  That one song could have been the undoing of mankind, hehe.  The name Skyhooks is paradoxical to their message.  A more appropriate name would have been Groundhooks.

 
Fear is for the Fish's
08.02.04 (5:53 am)   [edit]
Im running a little blank lately. Too much crap on my mind i think. No room for the real stuff.
Man, I just think of all those poor souls out there kept constantly occupied by football, fasion, trends, TV, money, sex, drugs, rock'n roll, victimhood and fear. How do they ever get any time to reflect, observe, contemplate, balance their energies? How will they ever know themselves when all they do is look outward? Never inward. How can one go through life never asking Who am I, What am I, Where do i come from, Why am i here? What makes me tick? Not even interested in finding the answers. Maybe they're all too happy to have someone else tell them answers. Do the work for them. Can people really be so nieve? Do their emotions betray them so completely?
Do they not trust their own ability to make their own choices? Are they simply too lazy?

Why such ignorance of matters so important?
Ignorance is not bliss as we are to believe. It is chaos. Its breeds fear. Fear of the unknown. Fear of everything.
Every decision is weighed against fear and fear almost always wins. How many times has opportunity knocked and been passed up because of fear? How often does expression take a backseat to entropy because of fear? Ignorance is definitly not Bliss. Peace, love and balance are bliss. First they must be found. Then they must be experienced.

Knowlegde and knowing are two different things.
Letting someone else tell us how to ride a bike or drive a car isnt going to help us when we want to go somewhere. Untill we experience it and know it we will always fear falling or crashing.
So why do we let others tell us how to drive our minds yet never actually intend that we take control and gain the experience? Do they want us to fear?

I had a dream a long time ago where is was racing down a familiar winding dirt road on my trailbike and suddenly the road ended and i was falling down a huge cliff. Unlike all my previous chilhood dreams off falling where i was frightened, this time I calmly summerised my prospects, resigned to the fact that this was it and started looking to what was comming next when a wondersous sensation washed right through me and i was at total peace, all in the space of a second. At that point i woke up so relaxed and energised. I'll never forget that dream. It was a turning point in my life. Since that night i have no fear of death. In fact I'm looking forward to it. There really is nothing to fear but fear itself.

 
Tittilating Toothpaste.
07.29.04 (12:25 am)   [edit]
Last nigh  a friend and I were discussing how it seems that mostly every belief in society is pretty much the opposite of what the facts show.

While in the supermarket today, scanning the shelf for some toothpase without fluoride, unsuccesfully I just grabbed a tube of Colgate Whitening.

At home im reading the box....

"Do not swallow:
Children should spit and rinse throrougly after brushing.

Ingerdients:
Water, Hydrated Silica, Sorbitol, Glycerin, Sodium Lauryl, Flavor, Carrageenan, Tetrasodium Pyrophosphate, sodium saccharin, Titanium Dioxide, Sodium Fluoride.

NO COLGATE TOOTHPASTE CONTAINS SUGAR
."

No SUGAR! ROFL. In big capital letters so it's the only part you dont have to sqint to read it. If it wasn't so funny it would be sad.

Man, Ive never heard of most of that crap but fluoride accumalates like mercury or lead and slowly makes you stupid. It's the perfect scam. Fertilizer companies get rid of their toxic waste not only for free but get paid for it simply because it has a handy side effect of being a good enamel polish and governments dont mind another cheap and easy way of killing off more of our brain cells.

Saccerin is just pure poison. That stuff'l kill ya. Hope you dont use Equal.

What a wonderfully entertaining world we live in. And it keeps getting funnier every day.
 
Freedom
07.28.04 (1:00 am)   [edit]
"Freedom is only a measure of ones capacity for change." me 2004

To me that says it all.

The biggest change in this world of course is death of the physical body along with the personality so why do we so deeply desire freedom but are so afraid of death? Or even a little change in lifestyle for that matter? Simple inst it?
 
Typical.
07.28.04 (12:05 am)   [edit]
Last night i watched a documentary on SBS called The world according to Bush. It was worse the Micheal Moore's take on 911 thinking all we have to do is get rid of bush and all our problems will be solved. This docco narrated by some unknown british voice really had it in for the Saudi's. Making them look like the doers of all evil on earth while any self respecting truth seeker knows full well the saudis have been getting ripped off by US(therefore Isreali Zionist) bankers for decades.

Its typical of Zionist propaganda to infiltrate and make their enemies look like our enemies and then to have someone else do their dirty laundry for them. I'd love to know the names of the people who commisioned this absurdity. I digress before I let anger take a hold and spoil my night.
 
On to politics
07.26.04 (2:09 am)   [edit]
Gotta love those signs of the times ppl. Their comments make me laugh.

Australia's 'Butler report' clears government on Iraq War Intelligence

July 22 2004
UK Independent

A report into Australian intelligence failings in the lead-up to the Iraq war has cleared the government of interfering with intelligence assessments to boost its case for joining the US-led invasion, Prime Minister John Howard said today.

The report by former Australian diplomat and spy master Philip Flood found "there was no evidence of politicisation of the assessments on Iraq, either overt of perceived," said Mr Howard. That ruling is a major boost for Mr Howard ahead of elections expected in September or October.

Comment: What a surprise! Who would have thought it!? That investigations into Iraq war intelligence conducted in the US, Britain and Australia could ALL have come up with the same findings really is amazing. isn't it? Even more bizarrely coincidental is the fact that the investigations in all three countries were commissioned by the government to find out if the government was at fault for misusing or fabricating intelligence about Saddam's WMDs. But wait, there's more! The findings of all three investigations state that the government was not to blame! Absolutely incredible!!

We mean, what are the odds that three westernised, fascist governments would investigate themselves for wrong doing and all find themselves to be as white as snow?! And all in the same week! You will surely agree, it really is rather unbelievable - and we mean that literally, in case you hadn't guessed
.


Oh the pain.
 
Ego trip
07.26.04 (1:43 am)   [edit]
"Abundance is a state of the Soul and Being. It is defined as CONTENTMENT and PEACE and the knowledge that you will always have enough. It is an INTERNAL state of TRUST and BALANCE that manifests as external balance in the material world"  Article

While reading the above paragraph i reflect on those moments of blissfull contentment and peace and i wonder why i cant feel like that all the time. Then i remember the gnostic teachings which say the personality is made up of dozens or even hundreds of individual ego's. These pages always make me feel good for some reason and im feeling quite content and peacefull now but there's something there that isnt quite at ease.
I have a deadline comming up which im just putting out of my mind at the moment but its like deep down somewhere this little Mr Accounting ego is nervous and i cant be at total peace without him.
It seems to be at peace i have to balance out all my little Mr men. This particular little guy is a constant pain in my side cause i hate doing the books but when i do what he wants and the rest of them are happy I could'nt be on a better drug in this world.
Balance hmm. I guess i better get that fucking bookwork done.(It seems Mr Rest & Recreation dont like that idea very much)
 
Diabetes deception.
07.25.04 (2:13 am)   [edit]
I keep on seeing stuff like this every day and it still makes me sad. From the flouride scam to tons of depeted uranium dust all over iraq to covering up natural cures for cancer etc, now this one on diebete's and associated aliments.

The deadly diabetes deception
If you are an American diabetic, your physician will never tell you that most cases of diabetes are curable. In fact, if you even mention the "cure" word around him, he will likely become upset and irrational. His medical school training only allows him to respond to the word "treatment". For him, the "cure" word does not exist. Diabetes, in its modern epidemic form, is a curable disease and has been for at least 40 years. In 2001, the most recent year for which US figures are posted, 934,550 Americans died from out-of-control symptoms of this disease.   read on

Then again what does it really matter. Illness is a symptom of enegry blockage or disharmony in the body and/or mind. If one doesnt get you the next one will as long as you dont treat the cause. The real causes IMO are stress, angst, hate etc, all those things that create blockage and hold a pressure inside. Unlike uncontitional love, compasion and empathy which opens everything up and allows energy to flow. And let me tell you i dont mind the feeling of energy flowing freely through my body. I'll take that over a doctors best drugs any day.
 
Howdy Hu/Man-Beings
07.24.04 (8:01 pm)   [edit]

Hey There! Most of my life I thought the world must be right and there was something wrong with me. Well a lot then, I thought a lot was wrong with me.
One day I finally took a red pill and now I think Im right and the rest of the world is wrong.
So this blog is just about me sorting out WTF is happening in my head and around it. Who's right, who's wrong and who cares anyway.

To care or not to care. That is my Question.
Am I to care about the torture and enslament of a planet or chalk it down to just another day at school in a grander plan. What's the stratagy here? I can't see the whole thing. It's like I'm stuck in a maze. If I could get a higher vantage point maybe I could find a way out. Either that or experience every twist and turn until I work it out. Then the journy is more important than the destination right? So why do I want to get out? I'm happy going through all the experiences cause I like learning and creating. Maybe this blog will give me some answers, which will probably just create more questions and more questions. Hmm, maybe I should have taken the blue pill.

Oh yeah! Welcome to my offbeat brain patterns. Feel free to take the piss, quote your peers to death or even submit something original and interesting.

 
"All truth passes through three stages First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident" Arthur Schopenhauer (1788 - 1860)

"Disobedience is the true foundation of liberty. The obedient must be slaves" Henry David Thoreau 1847(1817-1862)

"What is within is     without equal"       Wingmakers

"Love can see fear
but fear cannot see
           Love"

  "Only one truth
      is absolute.
           Love"

 "To fear God is to
   fear Everything      thus to know          Nothing!"

 "Quick to judge is
      quick to fall"

 "Beauty is simple             Logic"

 If I believe there's   a limit, how will I       ever find it?

And saw the earth is blue